If you haven’t been paying attention to Tila Tequila lately, let me tell you that you aren’t missing anything new. There have been spurts of stupidity coming from her Twitter timeline and Facebook page lately, but that’s a pretty normal thing for the burnt out midget train-wrecked reality star. And in anticipation of her re-opening her old “Tila’s Hot Spot“ adult PORN site. Tila’s been whooping it up in all directions, making wild claims of her working so very hard on “3 brand new sites” for all of her fans. On the other hand telling her fans things like, “Yea those hater’s are a bunch of jealous iditos LMAO!” I guess he means “idiots”, silly Tila we know she can’t spell very well, especially when she’s all amped up on Ambien and Red Bull. She also wanted some sort of consoling in regards to all of her “hard work” she’s been doing for them. Plus, why would I or any other person out there be “jealous” of her failed career in Hollywood, drug addictions, psychological problems and a multitude of other issues she has going on with herself. No really, I’m good and glad I’m not riddled with so many PROBLEMS as she has. She recently posted on her wall, “Mama’s sooo tired! Need to take time off from working too much. #TilaArmy I need your POSTIVE ENERGY! Send to meeeee now pleeeze! ♥” Just reading the numerous amount of times that Tila has called herself “mama” makes me throw up in my mouth a lot. Thinking seriously, how can she even call herself anyone’s “mama” what gives her that right? I know I have said this before about her trying to be her fans parental figure, which is freakishly weird and twisted on a whole lot of levels. Geez, I could go on about Tila’s CRAZY ways, on with the show…

Here is the episode that Tila had to pay to be on, because everyone PAYS for their tattoos and she is NOT immune either, being a “celebrity” still doesn’t cut it. Each of the people have a unique story to share in hopes of getting the chance to be on this reality show. The reason why she claims to have gotten this tattoo was to honor her parents. She told Ami James the following, “In Chinese astrology my parents are both dragons and it represents my parents bringing us up hard.” To top it off Tila also got an Arabic saying under the dragon tattoo and explains, “the language is a very sacred old language and the saying, we’re all born to die then life goes on at first, may sound a little morbid but it’s what you do in between that matters.” But, the order of the Arabic script words in her new tattoo is INCORRECT. her tattoo really reads “To Die Born We Were Goes On And Life”, which looks like a huge SCREW UP on Tila’s part for not doing some FACT checking BEFORE she had it permanently placed on her body. Does Tila care that her meaning is backwards? Hell no! She wants attention anyway that she can get it. How pathetic is that? SMH

Hmm, I can remember when Tila used to write some pretty horrible things about her childhood in her older blogs. In regards to her parents and how she grew up. She told the Asian Sex Gazette the following: “I remember from the ages four to eight I lived in a Buddhist temple. We had very strict rules. I don’t think our temple was like any other. We all lived in a private community that was gated all around so no strangers would be allowed to enter. Even worse, we couldn’t even leave without telling the gatekeeper first where we were going. remember feeling so trapped, like I had no freedom. I’d go to school, come home and ride my bike around the gated community. I remember glancing out beyond the gates one time and wanting so badly to go outside to play. I remember wanting so much to see what the world was like beyond the gates, beyond all the green trees and leaves surrounding, and hiding, our community. I wondered how my life would be and how different things would be if only my parents would move.” Well she even said that she had a bike to ride and lived in a secured living area. Sure doesn’t sound like she was that starving poor and in dire straits as she makes it seem to everyone, acting like she lived some kind of hard life full of empty cupboards.

She apparently was a nightmare of a child to handle, she talked about growing up and doing stupid things: “I remember I would sneak out on school nights and steal my dad’s Astro van. I didn’t even know how to drive, but love can make you do lots of stupid things! … I was such a bad girl in my second year in high school. I guess this is where you can say I started to experiment with drugs, smoking, drinking, and all the bad things that teenagers do “just because”… I remember being single, rebellious, and just so bad! I used to party all the time and used my sister’s ID to get into the nightclubs. I was only 16 but I was at all the coolest 21-and-over clubs drinking and druggin’ my life away.” Tila then actually catches some feelings and says, “I feel really bad for what my parents had to go through with me but hey – you couldn’t blame me much either. I was just all fucked up and nobody seemed to notice or care. So I fell deeper and deeper into my hole.” Then she opened up more and said, “I ran away to New York City at the age of 16 with only $300 in my pocket. I was a wild child indeed! My lifestyle in New York City was exactly like Studio 54. It was non-stop partying and big-time trouble for me. I had new friends now in New York. My gangster and druggie friends, that is. My friends and I used to take massive Ecstasy and go to clubs like Tunnel and Twilo. Back then those clubs were the shiznit! We’d go there and do drugs until about noon the next day. So I don’t remember how long I lasted in New York but I probably stayed there for the whole summer. By then end of the summer I remember feeling I had had enough. It was finally time for me to go back home. Besides, I totally ran out of money the first week I was in New York and people were tired of giving me free dope. I had to leave.” What did she just say, she ran out money the first week, but stayed the whole summer? She’s obviously lost in her story, she can’t even keep it straight…

Then she continues on and says, “So I guess after a while of proving to my parents that I had calmed down, they forked out some money to buy me a car. I was very grateful to have my own car because my parents weren’t the richest people in the world yet they still managed to get me a used 1992 Acura Legend. For a 17-year-old I had a pimpin’ ride with leather seats and a nice sound system.” Then she decided to try and be responsible, “I had a ton of shitty jobs to start off with. I was in telemarketing, was a sales associate at an Old Navy department store, a hostess at restaurants – anything pretty shitty, I had it and I also never lasted longer than a month anywhere I worked. So to sum things up, I sucked at working and the pay was fucken horrible… I was now in my final year in high school and working at Old Navy for $6 an hour. Once I got my car I decided to get a job. I loved the fact that I had my own transportation. I started to feel like a young, independent woman and it was one of the best feelings in the world. So my next task was to find a job. It was a perfect time to do, so because at 17 my record of going to jail twice had been permanently erased from my files.” Hold up a minute, she says went to jail twice and she got a used car from her parents? Hmm, I remember her high school paper reporting that she got a brand new car for her graduation present. It’s also common practice for your juvenile record to be sealed after you turn 18 years old. Interesting that she mentions that she had went to jail as a teenager. What did she actually do to get locked up and for how long? What the hell is she talking about? Hell with it, she must be tripping…

Let’s fast forward from her embarrassing childhood to today and how Tila really acts and treats the people around her. As you can see from the screen shot above taken from her Facebook wall. Tila was really talking some crap to her fans, she then bragged, “I’ve also been in Playboy 6 times… so is Playboy PORN also??? Stop being so jealous.” To top it off there is not one known physical issue of Playboy with Tila actually inside its covers. She was a CYBER-GIRL of the week then month ONLY and nothing more. So what is there to be jealous about a obviously insecure person always looking for some type of validation anyway that she can get it. LMFAO! Which I must say another great writer Qocap, that most of you already know, has recently broken down Tila’s narcissistic traits. Most of all how Tina has changed and evolved to her reinvented “bad ass” wannabe self. Like I have discussed before, Tila has always pretty much had followers that started out as the “Guerrilla Posse” that eventually evolved into the “Tila Army”, which she claims to love and care about. As we know she doesn’t always do what she preaches unless it benefits her in some sort of freaky way. She has in the past ridiculed and destroyed her loyal followers, without a care in the world. Then while making several excuses, trying to always validate the abuse she sends out towards people, who seem to look up to her for whatever reason it maybe. It bewilders my mind almost everyday… SMH

As you can see in the screen shot above (click the picture to make it bigger). I guess Tila came down off of her high horse and obvious drug-fueled high, she must have realized that she was being a complete asshole to fans who were actually surprised by what she had told them. She came out with the lame EXCUSE of course diverting attention to herself once again. Without ever actually saying a sorry to the two fans she belittled and put down just for saying a comment and asking a question, about her trashy video that showed her with one of her tricks making out on the bed with a Madonna song in the background. I still am disgusted at the way she constantly treats her fans. How ungrateful and selfish she is, she acts like people owe her something.

She had the nerve to say, “I love you all so much and the only way I feel I can show and prove to you is by spending all my time doing these things for you! Cuz honestly, I don’t have to. I can just relax and live my life and just ignore you all…” Then she comes back down looking for some pity saying, “I like to act tough sometimes, but at the end of the day I’m still just a vulnerable girl who can pretty sensitive underneath my persona.” What a bunch of crap that is, like watching the daily diarrhea exploding out of her mouth (okay disgusting thought) but I am sure you get the idea. Anyhow, the video up above is just a cut of her in the NY Ink “Paying Dues” episode where she got the dragon tattoo in honor of her parents, which in turn she says after the tattoo was done by Ami James. She then wanted to “walk topless everywhere she goes” showing it off. Amazing how she can demean an entire tattoo’s meaning in one sentence, that is supposed to be showing her parents honor. When I get a hold of her the entire cut showing what she talked about during her fame whoring visit, I will update this post with more diabolical stupidity.

UPDATE 1/13/2012: Oh let me tell you readers, the attention whore of a trollop never ceases to amaze me with the stupid crap she does. It looks like Tila was talking a lot of crap and was being extremely ABUSIVE towards her fans, late last night. As you can see in the screen shot above (click the picture to make it bigger). This was AFTER her EPIC FAIL of a spot was shown on NY Ink. She was telling her fans leaving comments on her posts, “Anyone who doesn’t have a sense of humor. PLEASEEE GOD DELETE YOURSELF FROM MY PAGE AND GO PLAY IN TRAFFIC! Not now, but when it’s busy in the daytime. Preferably traffic in NYC or the 405 in LA. Or maybe you should get that stick out of your ass. It’s making you STIFF and GRUMPY! Fart it out bro…. let some life blow back into that hole cuz ppl with no sense of humour seriously needs to 1: GET LAID or 2: GO PLAY IN TRAFFIC and if you’re shitty personality, or lack-there of, interferes with you getting laid, then I guess you should just play in traffic. Everyone who agree’s say I. LOL I got laid so I’m fine. Oh wait, that makes me a slut now doesn’t it? Gosh darn it…nothing I do is right. *kicks rocks* *Hugs a tree* lol”.

Why in the hell is she laughing telling kids on her FB to delete themselves and go play in traffic, is she that wrecked in her head? When I went to go check out Tila’s Facebook page out this morning, I noticed that I couldn’t get to it and read anything. Instead I was redirected the the main log-in page. I thought that Tila maybe might have made her page private or I got blocked by her. Then it started making more sense to me, when I pulled up her cache of the page. Can we guess that Tila’s KARMA came and and smacked her in the ass and got her Facebook page shutdown today. Because not only is her main Facebook page gone, ALL of her pages are missing. She’s been posting a lot of PORN that links back to her ZOMBIE site “Tila’s Hot Spot” and that VIOLATES Facebook’s TOS policy. What do y’all think about this recent fuckery and how she treats her fans? Let me know your thoughts below…